Camp's over, enjoyed myself, and i have to make another STATEMENT, n this time i wun even entertain replies...im sry
I feel no more connection between me n 4/8.....all my friends, all those memories.....i feel nothing bout them any more......look at the way u guys treat people like me, like no one, like we weren't even there.......im just like another outsider to ur even in class outings...... i can conclude that we have nothing in common from the start......my heart lies in sumwhere else now, partly in TPJC....partly in sumwhere else i refuse to tell anyone........not one bit in PRCS 4/8.....4/8, u guys nvr treat anyone as equally, u guys treat me like sum piece of junk....... u guys aren't juz as enthu as i thought u guys were...... u guys hardly look optimistic.... for every single person in 4/8, even to the people i hardly talk to, i have loads of stuff i can scream shout at ur face, i chose not to, u shud be thankful.........u guys aren't even as open-minded, u guys make me feel inferior....u shud noe tat, i try to treat everyone the same, but i get nthn out of it nor anything in return, u guys show ur concern for me which i dun even have the full 100% confidence in whatever u guys sae........i nvr feel assured by anything u guys sae to me....... u guys can nvr understand me......go on and compare me to u guys..... there is very much little in common between us.........so from now on, its over being 4/8 forever and crap, if u need to relate anything to me, im purely n solely juz a friend out there.....maybe even a total stranger to sum of u......
now wen u guys plan any outing, go ahead n not invite me, by all means, call me a loner, sum idiot and wadeva, look at it this way, even if u guys call me out, how often do i chat with ur about sumthing i actually noe between us.......u can come and sae that its because during conversation topics always change n sumtimes u guys also noe nthn bout it, look back at the times where i have been out with u guys, truthfully, how many times have the topic swicthed to sumthing which i actually have sumthing in common with u guys to tok about? HUH?!?! at least my new classmates make an effort to get to noe me better by toking bout common stuff we all have.......how many times have u guys from 4/8 excluding those i've known for a VERY VERY long time actually make an effort to get to noe me better? i think NOT EVEN ONCE......For u guys, i m already being nice for not even criticising u, so dun push ur luk.....
So remember this, from now on, im only purely a friend to people from 4/8, i maybe a 4/8er, but u guys make me feel like im not one.....so y go on being one? i've holded onto all these issues for far too long, n its about time i address it properly......
that shud be the end of wadeva i needed to sae, n one BIG reminder:
ANYONE ELSE READING THIS POST, I DUN WANA RAKE UP THE UNHAPPY PAST, SO DUN ASK ME ANYTHING ABOUT IT IF WE EVER MEET, I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT.......
THANKS........n i really apologise if i have offended anyone of u guys, by all means, write a post bout me if u want to, call me a jerk, a freak, an asshole.....wadeva u want, i dun care, i really neede to let u guys noe how i really feel......
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